please do not feed the pigeon gods
here's the puke, i feel weird. i feel antsy. i wanna throw myself down a flight of stairs because i don't know how to exist alongside this feeling anymore. the heat is a lot, the heat is only just beginning. i know things are currently in motion and it's hard to feel it when you're movin quickly but damn, i wish i was already there. it's hard to enjoy the journey when it's the one back from all that.